If the Day Comes….

There must be an end for every meeting…
And the fate will choose, when that time will come for us
Long or short time
For an inexact time we will miss each other
Although of course I want to keep in a long time to be with you

But if the bell has rung
And the time for separating each other is coming
Let me leave myself
To be one and united with you
Let me throw my happiness
And being a piece of your soul

If the obstacles between us force us to keep distance and release our holding hand
I prefer sacrifice myself to keep holding you
I know that just me, your happiness
That’s why I never want to give you to the other
I will use this body and this soul to keep holds your hand
Although maybe this will rotten bit by bit
But I will keep in your side
My love will always going alive and stay in you
And cover you from the other impacts
I will alive inside you
And stay inside your mind, your soul

Although I has gone, myself is broken and my life has decomposing
But my fire of love will always give you warmth
Until someday we meet and kissing again somewhere…
Waiting…
My soul will waiting for you
My love will miss your presence
And will wait you, wait for alive just with you
I love you…

I will cherish this feeling... just for you, Kishi-kun. You are my destiny...

Remember That Song

I’m crying tonight, so glad that I have you in my side
Listening to our song, can’t hold this tears, can’t hold this feeling anymore
I love you, so much. I have, I still and I will do it, always
Bring me memories when love blossoming in our heart
When wind takes our feeling to each other
Until I realize how much that feeling has grown in my heart

I can’t go away from you
I can’t leave you
I can’t release you
All of my love is yours
All of our moments are my biggest treasure
And one thing that I want to keep until I die is your love
Your love is my breath, and your care is my blood
I want to hold you, always
Laughing and crying in your embracement
And seeing the days passed just by your gaze

“I want to make you mine, someday…
Don’t you wanna do the same?”
Do you remember on those words, darling?
I think you have known the answer… But, I just wanna share my feeling once more
That I will answer, “Surely”
I will be yours, and you will be mine, someday


Just for my dearest man, my great knight and my best hero ever... When I watch the video that you have given to me at the first time.... Love you so much :'*

Melody of Love

This melody of love won’t be stopped by anything…
It’s gonna come to your place
Then give you a warm embrace
Guide you in your way
And give you courage for your days

I will always flow my melody
So when you wake up at morning, or when you want to sleep at night
You will always feel me close to you
And our heart will be always connected

My beloved one,
It’s all because of you, that I can make it as proof of my love
It will be exist in everytime you remember me
You are like my air
You give me will to smile, happy and doing the best
You are the one that make me hold on until now

When you getting happy or sad
When you surrounded by many people or alone
Please try to feel that melody
And you will surely know, that I missed you, far away there
I love you

For my dearest one, my great knight and my best man ever. Let me flow this melody of love just for you. You are my beloved one. Arigatou :')

Sweet Goodbye

Dear
Do you know?
What I feel today when see your eyes
I feel sad, I feel pain, I feel really hard
When you say “good bye” to me
Although we just separated for several times
But I feel hurt inside my heart
I know that I can’t live without you
And I can’t imagine how if I must live far away from you

But, I don’t want to show my sadness in front of you
Because I still believe and looking forward for our next meeting
I’m surely remember you in every seconds I have
And I will always waiting for the day when we can meet again
I will be patient, I will endure it, I will try hard
Because I believe, that I will be stronger in this process
So when the time coming, I can be the right girl that you have waiting in your entire life
I always believe, how far we have separated, we are still connected
Because you are my destiny
And our bond won’t be broken ever after

I love you, dear


For my best knight, my best man, and my brave hero.
I will always wait you, your smile will be carved in my heart as along I'm still alive.
Kishi-kun, aishite... :')

It's about Love :)

                Hari ini aku belajar mengenai suatu hal yang esensial... Cinta. Ya, bahwa cinta itu berarti adalah suatu kerelaan. Seberapa rela kau berkorban bagi orang yang kau kasihi. Cinta hanyalah akan disebut cinta yang sebenarnya, jika kau memiliki kerelaan itu di dalam hatimu. Kerelaan untuk menerima orang yang kau kasihi sebagaimana dirinya, kerelaan untuk memberikan apa yang kau miliki baginya, kerelaan untuk meluangkan waktu untuknya dan kerelaan-kerelaan lain yang dengan itu akan membuatnya bahagia. Tak dipungkiri, memang hal itu akan membuatmu sakit, namun percayalah, apa yang kau lakukan ini akan membuatmu merasa lebih baik dari sebelumnya. :)

                Memang, kerelaan memang sesuatu yang mudah untuk dikatakan namun sulit untuk dilaksanakan. Dan baru kali ini aku merasakan bagaimana rasanya... Dan percayalah, itu yang paling menakjubkan dari apa yang disebut cinta. Awal yang perih karena cinta itu sendiri, dan bagaimana cinta itu kemudian mengobati dengan caranya sendiri... It's really amazing, and someday it will come, surely.

                Dan dari sana, kau akan belajar mengenai kerelaan ini. Dan pada saat itulah kau belajar akan makna dari cinta sejati. Seperih apapun kau karenanya, cinta sejati itu tak akan pernah hilang darimu. Dia akan menetap selamanya di hatimu, dan tersenyum saat orang yang kau cintai itu bahagia. Itulah yang akan mengobati perihmu itu kelak, dan mengubahnya menjadi suatu perasaan bersyukur yang tak dapat dijelaskan dengan kata-kata. :)

                It's amazing, isn't it? And the more beautiful thing of it, it will keep growing on your heart...
Thanks to my dearest, that has taught me about what the true love is. He is my best, my knight and my soul. He is marvelous. Arigatou. :)